FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51  
52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   >>   >|  
a monument distinctly unique in a European country. It was a huge unpolished boulder, over which creeping green vines were growing. On its rough surface a cross was cut, and underneath were the words: "Yesterday This Day's Madness did prepare, To-morrow's Silence, Triumph or Despair." Below that I read with stupefaction, "Margaret Dillon and child," and the dates "January, 1843" "July 25, 1882." In spite of the doubts and fancies this put into my mind, I no sooner stood beside the spot where the earth had claimed her, than all my old interest in her returned. I lingered about the place, full of romantic fancies, decorating her tomb with flowers, as I had once decorated her triumphs, absorbed in a dreamy adoration of her memory, and singing her praise in verse. It was then that I learned the true story of her disappearance, guessed at that of her death, as I did at the identity of the young Dominican priest, who sometimes came to her grave, and who finally told me such of the facts as I know. I can best tell the story by picturing two nights in the life of Margaret Dillon, the two following her last appearance on the stage. The play had been "Much Ado." Never had she acted with finer humor, or greater gaiety. Yet all the evening she had felt a strange sadness. When it was all over, and friends had trooped round to the stage to praise her, and trooped away, laughing and happy, she felt a strange, sad, unused reluctance to see them go. Then she sat down to her dressing table, hurriedly removed her make-up, and allowed herself to be stripped of her stage finery. Her fine spirits seemed to strip off with her character. She shivered occasionally with nervousness, or superstition, and she was strangely silent. All day she had, for some inexplicable reason, been thinking of her girlhood, of what her life might have been if, at a critical moment, she had chosen a woman's ordinary lot instead of work,--or if, at a later day, she had yielded to, instead of resisted, a great temptation. All day, as on many days lately, she had wondered if she regretted it, or if, the days of her great triumph having passed,--as pass they must,--she should regret it later if she did not yet. It was probably because,--early in the season as it was--she was tired, and the October night oppressed her with the heat of Indian Summer. Silently she had allowed herself to be undressed, and redressed in gr
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   27   28   29   30   31   32   33   34   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51  
52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59   60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Dillon

 

fancies

 

allowed

 

praise

 

Margaret

 

strange

 

trooped

 

stripped

 

sadness

 

evening


finery

 

spirits

 

friends

 

gaiety

 

greater

 

unused

 

laughing

 

reluctance

 
hurriedly
 

dressing


removed

 
inexplicable
 

regret

 

regretted

 

wondered

 

triumph

 

passed

 

Silently

 

Summer

 
undressed

redressed
 

Indian

 

season

 

October

 
oppressed
 
reason
 
thinking
 

silent

 
strangely
 

shivered


occasionally

 

nervousness

 

superstition

 

girlhood

 

yielded

 

resisted

 

temptation

 

ordinary

 

critical

 

moment