myself from business.'
He shook hands with her and mounted his horse.
'You have not yet seen my husband,' she said, and she felt that she
forced herself to speak the word.
'Not yet. I must look him up. You live in Regent's Park, don't you?'
'Close by. Will you come some evening and dine?'
The invitation was accepted, and Drake rode off. He rode well, Clarice
noticed, and his horse was finely limbed and perfectly groomed. The
perception of these details had its effect. She stood looking after him,
then she turned slowly and made her way homewards across the Park. Two of
her acquaintances passed her and lifted their hats, but she took no
notice of them; she did not see them. A picture was fixed in her mind--a
picture of a rolling plain, black as midnight, exhaling blackness, so
that the air itself was black for some feet above the ground; and into
this cool and quiet darkness the moonbeams plunged out of a fiery sky and
were lost. They dropped, she fancied, after their long flight, to their
appointed haven of repose.
The street door of her house gave on to a garden. Clarice walked along
the pathway in front of the house towards the door of the hall. As she
passed her husband's study windows she glanced in. He was standing in
front of the fireplace, tearing across some sheets of manuscript. Clarice
hurried forwards. He was always tearing up manuscript. While she was
upstairs taking off her hat she heard his door open and his voice
complaining to the servants about some papers which had been mislaid. She
felt inclined to take the servants' part. After all, what was a man doing
in the house all day? There was a dragging shuffle of his slippers upon
the floor of the hall. The sound jarred on her. She pinned on her hat
again, ran downstairs, gave orders that she would not be in for lunch,
and drove at once to Mrs. Willoughby's. She arrived in a state little
short of hysterical.
'Connie,' she cried, almost before the servant who announced her was out
of the room, 'I know you don't like me, but oh, I'm so unhappy!'
Mrs. Willoughby softened at sight of her evident distress. 'Why, what's
the matter?' she asked, and made her sit down beside her on the sofa.
'It's awful,' she said, and repeated, 'it's awful.'
'Yes, child, but what is?' asked Mrs. Willoughby.
'All is--I mean everything is,' sobbed Clarice.
Mrs. Willoughby recognised that though the correction amended the
grammar, it did not simplify the mean
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