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'You do not speak seriously?' 'I jest as little as the Talmud. Decide at once, in the happy flush of this moment.' 'I cannot listen to you, dear sir!' 'But your heart beats!' 'I am not mistress of it.' 'Call me master of it. I make ready for to-morrow.' 'No! no! no! A thousand times no! You have been reading too much fiction and verse. Properly I should spurn you.' 'Will you fail me, play feu follet, ward me off again?' 'I must be won by rules, brave knight!' 'Will you be won?' 'And are you he--the Alvan who would not be centaur?' 'I am he who chased a marsh-fire, and encountered a retiarius, and the meshes are on my head and arms. I fancied I dealt with a woman; a woman needing protection! She has me fast--I am netted, centaur or man. That is between us two. But think of us facing the world, and trust me; take my hand, take the leap; I am the best fighter in that fight. Trust it to me, and all your difficulties are at an end. To fly solves the problem.' 'Indeed, indeed, I have more courage than I had,' said Clotilde. His eyes dilated, steadied, speculated, weighed her. 'Put it to proof while you can believe in it!' 'How is it every one but you thinks me bold?' she complained. 'Because I carry a touchstone that brings out the truth. I am your reality: all others are phantoms. You can impose on them, not on me. Courage for one inspired plunge you may have, and it will be your salvation:--southward, over to Italy, that is the line of flight, and the subsequent struggle will be mine: you will not have to face it. But the courage for daily contention at home, standing alone, while I am distant and maligned--can you fancy your having that? No! be wise of what you really are; cast the die for love, and mount away tomorrow.' 'Then,' said Clotilde, with elvish cunning, 'do you doubt your ability to win me without a scandal?' 'Back me, and I win you!' he replied in a tone of unwonted humility: a sudden droop. She let her hand fall. He grasped it. 'Gradations appear to be unknown to you,' she said. He cried out: 'Count the years of life, span them, think of the work to be done, and ask yourself whether time and strength should run to waste in retarding the inevitable? Pottering up steps that can be taken at one bound is very well for peasant pilgrims whose shrine is their bourne, and their kneecaps the footing stumps. But for us two life begins up there. Onward, and everywhere ar
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