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nce, I did not know that you were here when I came down to-day! I thought that you had gone to your friend Mrs. Bartolet at Worcester, as you said to me that you would when I saw you last. Why have you not gone? You said that life here was now intolerable to you. I remember your very words, although I have not been here for weeks." "Your memory does you credit," said the girl, with slow scorn. "Why have you stayed?" "For my own ends--not yours." "So I suppose." "My dear brother Hubert," said Florence, composing herself in a graceful attitude in the depths of her basket-chair, "can you not be persuaded to go your own way and leave me to go mine? You have done a good deal of mischief already, don't you know? You have ruined my prospects, destroyed my hopes--if I were sentimental, I might say, broken my heart! Is not that enough for you? For mercy's sake, go your own way henceforward, and let me do as I please!" "But what is your way? What do you please?" "Is it well for me to tell you after the warning I have had?" "If you had a worthy plan, an honorable ambition, you could easily tell me. Again I ask, Why are you here?" "Yes, why?" repeated Florence, her lip curling, and, for the first time, a slight color flushing her pale cheeks. "Why? Your dull wits will not even compass that, will they? Well, partly because I am a thoroughly worldly woman, or rather a woman of the world--because it is not well to give up a good home, a luxurious life, and a large salary, when they are to be had for the asking--because as Enid Vane's governess, I can have as much freedom and as little work as I choose. Is not that answer enough for you?" "No," said Hubert doggedly, "it is not." She shrugged her graceful shoulders. "It should be, I think. But I will go on. I look three-and-twenty, but you know as well as I do that I am twenty-nine. In another year I shall be thirty--horrible thought! An attack of illness, even a little more trouble, such as this that I have lately undergone, will make me look my full age. Do you know what that means to a woman?" She pressed her eyelids and the hollows beneath her eyes with her fingers. "When I look in the glass, I see already what I shall be when I am forty. I must make the best of my youth and of my good looks. You spoiled one chance in life for me; I must make what I can of the other." "You mean," said the young man, with white dry lips, which he vainly attempted to moist
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