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been suffering all this time--this eternity?" "Yes. That is, I'm suffering enough now." "Then perhaps you have some idea of what you made me feel." "Again?" "It's the first time I've reproached you with it, even in my thoughts." He looked at her with unbelieving eyes. And yet he knew that it was true. Her sweetness, her lucidity, had been proof against the supreme provocation. She had forgiven, if she had not forgotten, the insult that no woman remembers and forgives. As his eyes wandered the hand that had lain so lightly on his arm gripped it to command his attention, and he trembled through all his being. But she no longer shrank from him; she kept her hold, she tightened it, insisting. "Oh, Maurice! haven't I told you that I understood?" He smiled. "Yes. Thank God I can always appeal to your understanding, if I can't get at your heart. Supposing I didn't care for you then? Supposing I was too stupid to see what you were? Is five years, though it may be eternity, so long a time to learn to know you in? You take a great deal of learning, Frida; you are very difficult. There's so much more of you than any man can grasp. But you are the only woman I ever cared to know. I believe you have a thousand sides to you, and every one--every one I can see--appeals to me. There's no end to the interest. Whatever I see or don't see, I always find something more, and I never could be tired of looking." She sighed and was silent. "And you blame me because I couldn't see all this at once? Because it took me five years to love you? Remember, you were very cautious; you wouldn't let me see more than a bit at a time. But I love every bit of you--heart and soul, and body and brain; I love you as I never could love any other woman in the world--the world, Frida," he added, pointing the hackneyed phrase. "You _are_ the world." They had never stopped pacing the deck together, as they talked, turn after turn, alike and yet unlike in their eagerness and unrest. Now they stood still. Far off they could see the returning boat, a speck at the mouth of the harbor, and they knew that their time was short. "Maurice," she said, "before you go I have a confession to make. I wasn't quite honest with you just now when I said I only liked you five years ago. I know very well that I loved you. The world has taught me so much." The world! He frowned angrily as she said it. But through all his anger he admired the reckless n
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