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her cheek flushed at his whispered vows--had not her hand rested lovingly in his, and her lip been yielded to the first kiss of love--how, then, could he dare to doubt her? She was grieved for his sake--he had been selfishly abrupt in his first communication of his sorrow, and now he--the stronger--must struggle to bear and to speak cheerfully for her sake. And with this feeling he had been able to conclude far more cheerfully than he commenced. As she still continued silent, he bent forward, and would have pressed his lip to her cheek, saying, "Not one word for me, dear one,"--but, drawing hastily back, Caroline said with great effort, "I think, Mr. Oswald--it seems to me that--that--an engagement must be a heavy burden to one who has to make his own way in life--I--I should be sorry to be a disadvantage to you." It was a crushing blow, and for an instant he sat stunned into almost death-like stillness by it:--but he rallied;--he would leave no loop on which hope or fancy might hereafter hang a doubt. "Caroline," he said, in a voice whose change spoke the intensity of his feelings, "do not speak of disadvantage to me--your love was the one star left in my sky--but that matters not--what I would know is, whether you desire that the record of last evening should be blotted from the history of our lives?" "I--I think it had better be--I am sure I wish you well, Mr. Oswald." It was well for her, perhaps, that she did not venture to meet his eye--that look of withering scorn could hardly ever have vanished from her memory--it was enough to hear his bitter laugh, and the accents in which he said, "Thank you, Miss Danby--your wishes are fully reciprocated--may you never know a love less prudent than your own." The door closed on him, and she was alone--left to the companionship of her own heart--evil companionship in such an hour! She hastened to relate all that had passed to Mary, but Mary had no assurances for her--she had only sympathy for Philip--"dear Philip"--as she called him over and over again. "I think it would better become one so young as you are, to say, Mr. Oswald, Mary," said Caroline, pettishly. "I have called him Philip from my childhood, Caroline--I shall not begin to say Mr. Oswald _now_." Mary did not mean a reproach, but to Caroline's accusing conscience it sounded like one, and she turned away indignantly. She soon, however, sought her cousin again with a note in her hand. "I have been wr
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