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certainly, for a young gentleman to reach, who when he arrived at this house, but a few weeks before, seemed to be enjoying a liberal share of hope and happiness. The question arose, Does she care for me? Does she regard me with any special interest beyond the kindness and courtesy she accords to all her father's guests? On this point, he could not satisfy himself. He was torn by a conflict of doubt, hope, and fear. He thought her not averse to him. She conversed, sang, and rode with him as if it were agreeable to her. Indeed she seemed to enjoy his society. But she was equally pleased to converse and ride with Mr. Somers and good Mr. Norton. He was unable to determine the sentiments she really cherished and remained tossed to and fro in painful suspense and agitation. A couple of hours passed and found him in the same state. Mr. Somers came and tapped upon his door. Unwilling to awaken a suspicion of any unusual discomposure, John opened it and let him in. "Hope I don't intrude", said Mr. Somers, "but I want you to look at the horse Mummychog has brought for me". "Ah! yes", said John, and seizing his hat, he accompanied his friend to the stables. Their observations over, they returned to the house. "You have had a fit of solitude, quite unusual, my boy", said Mr. Somers, planting his hand on John's shoulder. "Yes, quite. For a novelty, I have been collecting my thoughts". John meant to speak in a gay, indifferent tone, and thought he had done so, but this was a mistake. Besides he had in fact a decidedly conscious look. "If you have any momentous affair on hand, I advise you to wait, until you reach _home_ before you decide upon it, my boy", said Mr. Somers, with a light laugh, but a strong emphasis upon the word, home. And he passed up-stairs, leaving John, standing bewildered in the hall-door. "Ah! Ned has discovered it all", said he to himself. But he was too much occupied with other thoughts to be annoyed by it now. Mr. Somers's last remark had turned the course of his meditations somewhat. He began to question what opinion his parents might have in regard to the sentiments he entertained towards Adele, and the plan he had formed of endeavoring to secure her love. He knew, they considered him as yet hardly out of boyhood. He had indeed, until within a few weeks, looked upon himself in that light. Not yet freed from college halls,--would they not think him foolish and precipitate? Would t
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