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And now it seems that, after all, you are not content. In the devil's name, why?" "Why? Oh, cannot you see? . . . Take a look at these mirrors again-- our world, I tell you. See--you and I--you and I--always you and I! Man, I pitched you into darkness as you say, and then I woke and knew the truth--that you were necessary to me." "Hey?" "_I can't do without you!_" It broke from him in a cry. "So help me God, Reggie, it is the truth!" I stared in his face for half a minute maybe, and broke out laughing. "Jeshurun waxed fat and--turned sentimental! A nice copy-book job you make of it, too!" "_Oh, send my brother back to me-- I cannot play alone!_" "Perhaps you'd like me to buy a broom and hire the crossing in Lennox Gardens? Then you'd be able to contemplate me all day long, and nourish your fine fat soul with delicate eating. Pah! You make me sick." "It's the truth," said he quietly. "It may be. To me it looks a sight more like _foie gras_. Can't do without me, can't you? Well, I can jolly well do without you, and I'm going to." "I warn you," he said: "I have done you an injury or two in my time, but by George if I stand up and let you shoot me--well, I hate you badly enough, but I won't let you do it without fair warning." "I'll risk it anyway," said I. "Very well." He stood up, and folded his arms. "Shoot, then, and be hanged!" I put out my hand to the revolver, hesitated, and withdrew it. "That's not the way," I said. "I've got my code, as I told you before." "Does the code forbid suicide?" he asked. "That's a different thing." "Not at all. The man who commits suicide kills an unarmed man." "But the unarmed man happens to be himself." "Suppose that in this instance your distinction won't work? Look here," he went on, as I pushed back my chair impatiently, "I have one truth more for you. I swear I believe that what we have hated, we two, is not each other, but ourselves or our own likeness. I swear I believe we two have so shared natures in hate that no power can untwist and separate them to render each his own. But I swear also I believe that if you lift that revolver to kill, you will take aim, not at me, but by instinct at a worse enemy--yourself, vital in my heart." "You have some pretty theories to-night," I sneered. "Perhaps you'll go on to tell me which of us two has been Elaine's husband, feeding daintily in Lennox Gardens, clothed in purp
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