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r great fools, or else selfless to a degree that is rarer even than philosophy...." Gerald and Aurora crossed the room unhailed and entered the room beyond, where dusty canvases, many deep, stood face to the wall. He found the unframed painting of his mother and placed it on the easel. The short winter day was waning, but near the window where the easel stood there was still light enough to see by. Aurora looked a long time without saying anything; Gerald did not speak either. After the length of time one allows for the examination of a picture, he took away that one and put another in its place; and so on until he had shown her a dozen. "I don't know what to say," she finally got out, as if from under a crushing burden of difficulty to express herself. "Please don't try!" he begged quickly. "And please not to care a bit if you don't like them." She let out her breath as at the easing of a strain. He heard it. "I won't be so offensive," he went on, "as to say that in not liking them you merely add yourself to the majority, nor yet that my feelings are in no wise hurt by your failure to like them. But I do wish you to know that I think it a sin and a shame to get a person like you, who can't pretend a bit, before a lot of beastly canvases inevitably repugnant to your mood and temperament, and make you uncomfortable with the feeling that compliments are expected." "All right, then; I won't tell any lies." She added in a sigh, "I did want so much to like them!" And he would never know what shining bubble burst there. She had wanted so much, as she said, to like them, and, as she did not say, to buy some of them, a great many of them, and make him rich with her gold. He replied to her sigh: "You are very kind." After a moment spent gazing at the last painting placed on the easel, as if she hoped tardily to discover some merit in it, she said: "I don't know a thing about painting, so nothing I could say about your way of doing it could matter one way or the other. But I have eyes to see the way things and people look. Tell me, now, honest Injun, do they look that way to you--the way you paint them?" He laughed. "Mrs. Hawthorne, no! Emphatically, no. And emphatically yes. When I look at them as you do, in the street, across the table, they look to me probably just as they do to you; but when I sit down to paint them--yes, they look to me as I have shown them looking in these portraits." "Bu
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