vid imagination and the sympathies of a deeply religious nature,
combined to influence her decision. Disparity of age and condition
rendered it improbable that Baxter would ever venture to address her in
any other capacity than that of a friend and teacher; and it was left to
herself to give the first intimation of the possibility of a more
intimate relation.
It is easy to imagine with what mixed feelings of joy, surprise, and
perplexity Baxter must have received the delicate avowal. There was much
in the circumstances of the case to justify doubt, misgiving, and close
searchings of heart. He must have felt the painful contrast which that
fair girl in the bloom of her youth presented to the worn man of middle
years, whose very breath was suffering, and over whom death seemed always
impending. Keenly conscious of his infirmities of temper, he must have
feared for the happiness of a loving, gentle being, daily exposed to
their manifestations. From his well-known habit of consulting what he
regarded as the divine will in every important step of his life, there
can be no doubt that his decision was the result quite as much of a
prayerful and patient consideration of duty as of the promptings of his
heart. Richard Baxter was no impassioned Abelard; his pupil in the
school of his severe and self-denying piety was no Heloise; but what
their union lacked in romantic interest was compensated by its purity and
disinterestedness, and its sanction by all that can hallow human passion,
and harmonize the love of the created with the love and service of the
Creator.
Although summoned by a power which it would have been folly to resist,
the tough theologian did not surrender at discretion. "From the first
thoughts yet many changes and stoppages intervened, and long delays," he
tells us. The terms upon which he finally capitulated are perfectly in
keeping with his character. "She consented," he says, "to three
conditions of our marriage. 1st. That I should have nothing that before
our marriage was hers; that I, who wanted no earthly supplies, might not
seem to marry her from selfishness. 2d. That she would so alter her
affairs that I might be entangled in no lawsuits. 3d. That she should
expect none of my time which my ministerial work should require."
As was natural, the wits of the Court had their jokes upon this singular
marriage; and many of his best friends regretted it, when they called to
mind what he had written
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