world learned of his death was he anything but alive to the
world. By the same token, was he not alive? And by the same token, here
on the _Elsinore_, has not the land-world ceased? May not the pupil of
one's eye be, not merely the centre of the world, but the world itself?
Truly, it is tenable that the world exists only in consciousness. "The
world is my idea," said Schopenhauer. Said Jules de Gaultier, "The world
is my invention." His dogma was that imagination created the Real. Ah,
me, I know that the practical Miss West would dub my metaphysics a
depressing and unhealthful exercise of my wits.
To-day, in our deck chairs on the poop, I read _The Daughters of
Herodias_ to Miss West. It was superb in its effect--just what I had
expected of her. She hemstitched a fine white linen handkerchief for her
father while I read. (She is never idle, being so essentially a nest-
maker and comfort-producer and race-conserver; and she has a whole pile
of these handkerchiefs for her father.)
She smiled, how shall I say?--oh, incredulously, triumphantly, oh, with
all the sure wisdom of all the generations of women in her warm, long
gray eyes, when I read:
"But they smile innocently and dance on,
Having no thought but this unslumbering thought:
'Am I not beautiful? Shall I not be loved?'
Be patient, for they will not understand,
Not till the end of time will they put by
The weaving of slow steps about men's hearts."
"But it is well for the world that it is so," was her comment.
Ah, Symons knew women! His perfect knowledge she attested when I read
that magnificent passage:
"They do not understand that in the world
There grows between the sunlight and the grass
Anything save themselves desirable.
It seems to them that the swift eyes of men
Are made but to be mirrors, not to see
Far-off, disastrous, unattainable things.
'For are not we,' they say, 'the end of all?
Why should you look beyond us? If you look
Into the night, you will find nothing there:
We also have gazed often at the stars.'"
"It is true," said Miss West, in the pause I permitted in order to see
how she had received the thought. "We also have gazed often at the
stars."
It was the very thing I had predicted to her face that she would say.
"But wait," I cried. "Let me read on." And I read:
"'We, we alone among all beautiful things,
We only are real: for the rest are dreams.
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