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anks of youth he was peerless, in strength, in outward fashion, in character, in conduct; generous, gentle, upright; of a sensitive conscience that urged extremes of pride and humility; and brave. And to her this worshipful youth condescended; nay, but it was even with deference that he honoured her and attended. One touch of saintliness that had rarefied him was dispelled to her naughty content. 'Rhoda, my child,' said Lois, 'where is the Book? Bring it.' And away the girl went. Lois had found that the Bible, formerly left mostly to her sole use, had, since Rhoda's coming, made unseen departures and returns. Well pleased with the girl's recluse piety, she was awhile patient of its want. 'Do you leave the Book outside, child? When it is out of hand, you should lay it back here.' 'It was in the linhay,' said Rhoda, 'and not out of hand. And do you think 'tis I who take it? 'Tis Christian.' 'Christian!' said Lois, in a voice of such surprise that Rhoda was disillusioned. 'Then do you never study the Book alone?' 'No,' confessed Rhoda, 'I but listen to your reading and the Church's.' Lois was disquieted. She had ever secretly deplored the infirm masculine constitution of Giles and Christian, who accepted from her a spiritual ration with never a sign of genuine, eager hunger of soul. Yet this departure was little to her liking. Though fain would she have recognised the working of the Spirit, she dreaded rather that this was no healthy symptom in Christian's raw development. A cruel stroke to her was this second reserve of independence, invading the fastest hold of a mother's influence. Back came the earlier conviction that her boy's withdrawal from her must be for wrong-going, and the strain of watchful scrutiny and prayer returned. It had slackened when her God had shown such favour as to take out of her soul that iron that for years had corroded there, that she had vainly striven to expel. She approached Christian with a diffidence that was painful to him to perceive; she recommended counsel in any difficulty--not her own, she said sincerely, though with a touch of bitterness. He was embarrassed by her close, tender surveillance. 'I have already taken counsel,' he admitted, 'and I think I have got understanding--at least I have got certain information by heart.' 'Of his Reverence?' 'Yes.' 'Christian, you are not of the doubters?' 'No, mother, of the ignorant.' Her piercing eyes examined his.
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