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g, sighing, and shuddering. 'How near is its coming?' he asked, and but half heeding she told, counting by the terms of the moon. 'Agonistes, how I know not, my deep, strong love of the sea grows somewhat faint when the hour draws near to dream; and the land, the poor, hard, unsatisfying land, grows some degrees dearer. Ah! but I loathe it after, when my life again beats strong and true with the pulse of the deep. Keep you far from me then, lest I hate you--yes, even you--hate you to death.' 'Rather bid me here, to watch out the night with you.' 'I forbid it!' she said, suddenly fierce and wary. 'Take heed! Wilful, deliberate trespass against my express will shall find no pity, no pardon.' Quick she saw that, intemperate, she had startled her prey; therefore she amended, smiling sadly. 'See you how those diverse tides sway me even now. Agonistes, were you not of the land--did you share the sea--then may be--ah, ah---- 'I will try to tell you. An awful sense of desolation falls, for I feel dry earth underfoot, and thin air, and I hear the sea moaning for me, but turn where I will I cannot see nor reach it: it lies beyond a lost path, and the glories, blisses, and strengths it gives me wither and die. And then horrors of the land close round me. 'What are they? I know not; they whirl past me so that their speed conceals them; yet, as streaks, are they hideous and ghastly. And I hear fearful sounds of speech, but not one distinct, articulate word. And in my dream I know that if any one stays, stands, confronts me, to be seen fully in the eyes and heard out clear from the din, all my joy of the sea would lie dead for ever, and the very way back would vanish.' Christian had his own incomparable vision of the magic of the sea to oppose and ponder. 'Ah! you cannot comprehend, for I tell of it by way of the senses, and they are without, but this is within: in my veins, my breath, my fibres of life. It is I--me.' 'I can, ah! I can.' 'Yet the dear heart of the sea holds me fast through all; with imperious kindness it seizes my will when my love grows slackest, and draws me out of the shallows; and down, and down I drift, like weed.' 'Diadyomene, have you never defied your fear, and kept from sleep, and kept from the sea?' Her voice sank. 'If I did--my dream might--come true. 'Agonistes, what I saw in your eyes was--I doubted--my dream--coming true. 'No; I will not look again.' Christian's v
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