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r shrinking away from people. No doubt most people would jar on you." "It would hurt me if I thought that. I should not like to despise anybody. I should have loved to have friends: only I have never had the gift of making them. Sometimes I am thankful that I am not brilliant--I might so easily have become unendurable and full of self-conceit." "Ah, you are something better than brilliant," he exclaimed. "It needs an exceptional spirit to appreciate you. You are so much out of the ordinary in every way, in looks----" "No, no," she interrupted in protest. "I have no looks. I have no illusions about that." "Look at your own portrait," he insisted. "I say it is the kind of beauty it needs a gift to appreciate. In beauty--as in everything else--the crowd runs after the obvious and the commonplace." "You are the first that ever thought I possessed good looks. You have given them to me." "I have not even done you justice. I have omitted more than I have suggested. My sister thinks you are beautiful; all my artist friends who have seen the picture share her opinion." She was silent, almost distressed; she could not meet his gaze, but turned her eyes away. "It gave me pleasure to hear you appreciated," he continued. "You are above conventional compliments. I withdraw what I said before. You are _not_ like other women." Her breath came and went as she listened, but she smiled bravely. "At any rate I am not like _some_ women. I never could take any of the deeper aspects of life in a merely frivolous spirit. With me it is a loyal, deep friendship, or nothing." He took her hand again. "Believe me, dear child, the friendship on my part is equally loyal and deep. It is for life." "For life," she murmured, suddenly grown pale. He dashed in, determined to strike home. "I prize you at your full worth, since I am one of those who can measure it. I have the deepest affection for you. I believe I could make you happy. Don't you understand? I offer you my whole life--that is, if you think me worthy." "Worthy!" she echoed, in dazed distress. "How can you think me worthy of you! I have lived in narrow retirement. I am nothing." He seized both her hands now. "No more of this. I ask for your promise." "I love you with all my heart and soul. But I am not good enough for you." "I thought we agreed you were not like other women, and yet there is this stiff-necked obstinacy." He drew her nearer to him, and k
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