f a girl--a friend of mine. She's
an illegitimate child. Her father's pretty well off. She was down
to the bottom of the bag the other day, so she went to her father
and asked him for some money. 'My dear child,' he said--'I can't spare
you a cent--I've just spent seven hundred and fifty pounds on a motor
car--is a sovereign any good to you?'"
There was a bitter sense of humour in the story. She laughed at
it--loud, uncontrolled laughter that rang as empty and as hollow as
an echo.
"Give me what you can," she added. "Anything above a shilling's
better than fourpence."
"Is that what you're down to?"
"Um--"
He took three sovereigns out of his pocket, and gave them to her.
She let them lie out flat in the palm of her hand--the three of them,
all in a row. They glittered--even in the candle-light. They were
her own.
"When are you coming to see me?"
She still looked at them.
"I'm not coming."
Her head shot up; her eyes filled with questions.
"Why not?"
He opened his hands expressively. If there were any answer to that
question, she learnt that she was not going to get it.
"Are you going to be married?" she asked slowly.
He shook his head--laughing. Then understanding shot into her eyes,
and a flash of jealousy came with it.
"I know," she exclaimed between thin lips.
"What do you know?"
"You're going to keep some woman here--some girl you're fond of."
It was the moment of intuition. She had struck deeper into his mind
than even he was aware of himself.
"What makes you think that?"
"What you said."
"What did I say?"
"You admitted that you were sick of being here alone."
"Well--?"
She burst out laughing. "Well--?" She turned to the door. "Good Lord!
Isn't every blooming man the same!"
She opened her bag and dropped the three gold pieces into a
pocket--one after another. You heard the dull sound of the first as
it fell, then the clinking of the other two, when the metal touched
metal. She shut the bag--the catch snapped sharp! Then she went.
CHAPTER X
You sow an idea--you sow a seed. It grows upwards through a soil of
subliminal unconsciousness until it lifts its head into the clear
air of realization. There is no limitation of time, no need for
watchful dependence upon the season. Only the moment and the
husbandry of circumstances are essential. With these, perhaps a
single hour is all that may be required for the seed to open, the
shoots to sprout, the pl
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