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ch for granted." He knew the danger of all this--so did she. But danger of what? That dancing upon the edge of the precipice of emotion is in the normal heart of every woman--and he? He sought it out; to the edge he had brought her, knowing the way--every step of it. She had only followed blindly where he had led. Once there, she knew well the chasm on whose edge she was balancing. Natural instinct alone would have told her that. The height was dizzy. She had known well that if ever she gazed down, it would be that. Her head swam with the giddiness of it. She kept her eyes fixed rigidly on the plate before her, not daring to look up, or meet his glance. "Suppose you haven't taken too much for granted," he suggested quietly. "Well?" she raised her head--tried to look with unconcern into his eyes--failed. Then her head dropped again. "I should say--don't marry him--not yet--wait. The harm that is done by waiting is measurable by inches. Wait. How old are you? Is that rude? No--of course it isn't. It's only rude when a woman's got to answer you with a lie. How old are you? Twenty?" "Twenty-one." "Twenty-one! I was fifteen when you first woke up and yelled." She threw back her head and laughed. "Why do you laugh?" "You say such funny things sometimes." "I remember the first joke I made you thought was bad taste." She looked at him. There was excitement in her eyes. The rush of the stream had taken her; an impulse for the moment carried her away. "I repeated that joke afterwards," she said quickly, "the same evening to shock Mr. Arthur." The moment she had said it, came regret. It was showing him too plainly the impression that he had left upon her. But he seemed not to notice it. "Was he shocked?" he asked. "Yes--terribly." She looked at her watch. That moment's regret had brought her to her senses. The blood came quickly to her face, as she thought how intimately they had talked within so short a time. Reviewing it--as with a searchlight that strides across the sky--she scarcely believed that it was true. In just an hour, she had told him as much--more than she had told Miss Hallard. Had she changed? Was the freedom of the life she lived altering her? She had known Mr. Arthur for a year and a half before he had thought of speaking with any intimacy to her. The thought that she was deteriorating--becoming as other women--passed across her mind with a sensation of nausea. She rose to h
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