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use, and his mind moved here and there following her words, picturing her, white and flower-like against a dark oak paneling, or old brocade, or hanging of faded tapestry. Yes, it was a beautiful house. He had that to offer her, and money too. There were women who would take him because of what he had to give. And there was something else. What was it? Oh, a title. Not much of a title. He couldn't believe she would be influenced by a trifle like that. She was too perfect, too wonderful. A great many men with nobler titles and more money must have asked her to marry them, or they would ask her in future; for she was still very young. So far she had never fallen in love. She had told him so. "Not seriously in love," she had said, half laughing, and half in earnest. "There was only my cousin. I adored him when I was child. But I haven't seen him since I was sixteen. And now I'm twenty-one. He was most awfully good looking, and I thought he was a knight and a hero. Perhaps if he came back from India I should be disappointed in him." Queer that the groping soul should hold an echo of these chance words about India, though there was none for the name of the cousin, nor even of the girl herself. This made the awakening man wonder again if the girl had existed, or whether she lived only in his dreams. It was a vaguely sweet, vaguely sad dream, which seemed to have ended before it was fairly begun, with a very sorrowful ending which he couldn't quite recall yet. He wished to go on dreaming, and to change the end if he could. The girl and her mother were visiting the ugly man at the old black and white house. He--whoever he was--had to go away. He was begging the girl to stop until he came back. "If I do come back," he added. "Your mother is willing to stay if you are. It would make me happy to think of you in my house, and if anything happens to me...." "Oh, don't speak of such things!" she broke in. "It's terrible that you must go." This was very kind of her, because it was not reasonable that she could really care much--such a girl--for such a man, who had never been able to interest her, he felt. But she looked at him, looked up mistily with her dear eyes of smoke-blue. There was some message in them, behind a glaze of tears. Drowned in those eyes, he heard himself stammering out things he had not thought that he would ever dare to say. "If you could marry me ... I don't suppose you could ... but if...." Her
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