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t a gulf.... Those voices of young men passing suddenly over in crowds, I thought, I believed, and still believe I heard. I can almost hear them now, because one does not forget such things _if one comes back_. I trust this answer may be of some comfort to you; and if you can feel, as you say you will feel, that my book has a message especially for you, I shall be very glad and proud. "Yours sincerely, John Sanbourne." When he re-read the typed letter, one point struck him which had not so sharply pierced his intelligence before. The effect of the appeal from Barbara, the miracle of its coming, and the poignant obligation it thrust upon him had been too overpowering at first. He had not stopped, after breaking short his wild hope of her freedom, to dwell on the strangeness of one part of her letter above another. But now, in judging his own phrases, he came to a stop at a sentence towards the end of the page: "I trust this may be of some comfort to you." "Won't that way of putting it sound conceited?" he asked himself. But no; she had used that very word "comfort" in her letter. As he remembered this, the thought suddenly woke in him that she had written as a woman might write who was in deep sorrow. Yet she could not be in deep sorrow. She had her heart's desire, and at worst, her feeling for the man who was gone--John Denin--could only be a mild, impersonal grief that his life had to be the price of her happy love. He had longed, in writing the story of "The War Wedding," to show Barbara why even that mild grief was not needed, because in giving great joy to another soul a woman earned the right to her own happiness. Denin could not bear to think that pity for him might shadow Barbara's sunshine, but he had not dreamed until to-day that the shadow could be dark. Now, the more intently he studied her appeal to the author of the book, the more difficult he found it to understand her state of mind. Barbara spoke of herself as one of the many women whose "sore hearts" ached for healing because they were losing their "dearest" in battle. And she said that, if he could give her the assurance she asked for, the story of "The War Wedding" would seem to hold a personal message, making her "future life bearable." What a generous and sensitive nature she had, and what beautiful loyalty, to mourn sincerely for a man she had never loved, but to whom she owed a few material advantages! It was wonderful of the girl, and
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