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ove he was taking away with him, though he had to leave behind much that was very sweet; and now the time had come to say farewell to the memories of months. In three hours the motor car was due, which Denin had ordered to take him and his luggage to the station. The most important piece of that luggage was Barbara's portrait, and it had still to be put into its case. But he was leaving the farewell to her eyes, till the last moment, the last second even. Meanwhile he walked in the garden, and in the jeweled green tunnel of the pergola. There, in the pergola, he had read most of Barbara's letters, and answered them. He was glad that no one was ever likely to stroll or sit in the corridor of illuminated tapestry after to-day. Carl Pohlson Bradley intended to have the pergola pulled down, and the whole place torn to pieces in order to carry out the grandiose scheme of a "garden architect" whom he had employed. After the arrival of Barbara's first letter, and the one in which she confessed her love for the dead John Denin, his sweetest association with the pergola was the companionship of a little child--only a dream child, but more real, it seemed, than any living child could be. It was the child-Barbara who had walked day after day, hand in hand with him in the pergola. She had welcomed him to the Mirador when he had come as its owner; but after a certain letter from England, she had changed in a peculiarly thrilling way. The letter was among the first half dozen; but in the growing packet, Denin kept it near the top. It was one of those which he re-read oftenest. In it Barbara had said to her friend, John Sanbourne, "If my dear love had lived, to make me his wife, perhaps by this time we should have had a baby with us. I think often of that little baby that might have been--so often, that I have made it seem real. It is a great comfort to me. I can almost believe that its _soul_ really does exist, and that it comes to console me because its warm little body can never be held in my arms. I see the tiny face, and the great eyes. They are dark gray, like its father's. And when mine fill with tears, it lays little fingers on them, fingers cool and light as rose petals. Oh, it _must_ exist, this baby soul, for it is so loving, and it has such strong individuality of its own! I couldn't spare it now. Already, since it first came and said, 'I am the child who ought to be yours and his,' it seems to have grown. It is the _r
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