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e bent his head down upon his shaking hands, and the heavy drops that are sometimes wrung from strong men in their agony began to trickle through his fingers. In old days he could never bear to see her sad for a moment; now, he sat as though he heard her not, while she lay at his feet, wailing to be forgiven. When he could perfectly control his voice he said, "More than once, in my dreams, I have seen you so, and I have heard you say what you have said to-day. I answered then as I answer now--I never can forgive you. I do not know that you would not regain your old ascendency; I believe you are as dangerous, and I as weak, as ever. But I do know that, the more fascinating I found you, the harder it would be to bear. Thinking of what I had missed through that accursed time of famine would drive me mad soon. I have got used to my present burden: I won't give you the chance of making it heavier. Those tears of mine were selfish as well as childish; they were given to the happiness and hope that you killed eight years ago. Stay--we parted with a show of kindness then; we will not part in anger now." He laid his lips on her forehead as he raised her up--a grave, cold, passionless kiss, such as is pressed on the brow of a dear friend lying in his shroud. They never met alone again. It is exasperating to think how long I have taken to describe events and emotions that passed in the space of a few minutes; but to place all the _dramatis personae_ in their proper positions does take time, unless the stage-manager is very experienced. Will you be good enough to imagine the picnic broken up (_not_ in confusion), and the "strayed revelers" on their way to Dorade? Nothing worthy of note occurred on the spot; a commonplace conversation having been started and maintained in a way equally creditable to all parties concerned. CHAPTER XVII. All the inquiries that the chaplain had "felt it his duty" to make respecting the antecedents of Royston Keene had failed to elicit any thing more discreditable than may be said of the generality of men who have spent a dozen years in rather a fast regiment, keeping up to the standard of the corps. Doubtless graver charges might have been imputed to him, if the whole truth had been known; but the living witnesses who could have proved them had good reasons for their silence. Whether successful or defeated, the Cool Captain was not wont to take the world into his confidence. As for be
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