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t her mother looked up, in her cool, business-like way, and said, in her dry voice,-- "'Jane, what's the matter?' "'Oh, my head aches dreadfully, and I have pains in all my limbs!' "I wanted to jump and run to do something for her,--you know at our house we feel that a sick person must be waited on,--but her mother only said, in the same dry way,-- "'Well, Jane, you've probably got a cold; go into the kitchen and make yourself some good boneset tea, soak your feet in hot water, and go to bed at once'; and Jane meekly departed. "I wanted to spring and do these things for her; but it's curious, in this house I never dare offer to do anything; and mother looked at me, as she went out, with a significant nod,-- "'That's always _my_ way; if any of the children are sick, I never coddle them; it's best to teach them to make as light of it as possible.'" "Dreadful!" said I. "Yes, it is dreadful," said Emmy, drawing her breath, as if relieved that she might speak her mind; "it's dreadful to see these people, who I know love each other, living side by side and never saying a loving, tender word, never doing a little loving thing,--sick ones crawling off alone like sick animals, persisting in being alone, bearing everything alone. But I won't let them; I will insist on forcing my way into their rooms. I would go and sit with Jane, and pet her and hold her hand and bathe her head, though I knew it made her horridly uncomfortable at first; but I thought she ought to learn to be petted in a Christian way, when she was sick. I will kiss her, too, sometimes, though she takes it just like a cat that isn't used to being stroked, and calls me a silly girl; but I know she is getting to like it. What is the use of people's loving each other in this horridly cold, stingy, silent way? If one of them were dangerously ill now, or met with any serious accident, I know there would be no end to what the others would do for her; if one of them were to die, the others would be perfectly crushed: but it would all go inward,--drop silently down into that dark, cold, frozen well; they couldn't speak to each other; they couldn't comfort each other; they have lost the power of expression; they absolutely _can't_." "Yes," said I, "they are like the fakirs who have held up an arm till it has become stiffened,--they cannot now change its position; like the poor mutes, who, being deaf, have become dumb through disuse of the organs of spee
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