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y will neither be pressing for a settlement, nor exacting when making it; besides, you have not overdrawn very heavily, After all." "Overdrawn, said you?--did you say overdrawn, Mr. Kennyfeck?" "Yes, sir. In the account last forwarded, your debit was eleven thousand four hundred and forty pounds; since that you have drawn--but not for any large amount." "Overdrawn!" repeated Cashel, as though his thoughts had never wandered beyond the first shock of that fact; then rallying into something like his habitual easy humor, he said, "I am, I need not tell you, the stupidest man of business that ever breathed, so pray forgive me if I ask you once more if I understood you aright, that I have not only expended all the money I owned in these people's hands, but actually had contracted a debt to them?" "That is the case, sir," said Kennyfeck, gravely. A deep groan broke from Cashel, and he sat silent and still. "I would wish to observe, sir," said Kennyfeck, who was shocked at the alteration a few moments had made in the young man's countenance--"I would wish to observe, sir, that if you desire a sum of money for any purpose--" "Stay--let me interrupt you here," said Cashel, laying his hand on Kennyfeck's arm, and using a tone whose earnest distinctness thrilled through his hearer's heart; "I should deceive you, were you to suppose that it is the want of money gives me the pain I am now suffering. That I had believed myself rich a few moments back, and now found myself a beggar, could not give one-thousandth part of that suffering which I feel here. I have braved poverty in every form, and I could brave it again; but I 'll tell you what it is that now cuts me to the soul, and lowers me to myself. It is that, in a senseless, heartless career, I should have squandered the wealth by which I once imagined I was to bless and succor hundreds. It is to think, that of all the gold I have wasted, not one memory has been purchased of a sick-bed consoled, a suffering lessened, a sinking spirit encouraged,--I have done nothing, actually nothing, save pamper vice and sensual heartlessness. I came to this kingdom a few months back, my very dreams filled with schemes of benevolence; I felt as if this wealth were given to me that I might show the world how much of good may be done by one who, having experienced narrow fortune, should best know how to relieve it in others; and now, here am I, the wealth and the high aspirations alik
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