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ll this? Were those deep lustrous eyes, that looked away into space longingly, dreamfully, dazingly,--were they meant to pore over wearisome columns of dry arithmetic, or not rather to give back in recognition what they had got in rapture, and to look as they were looked into? Was it, as a Jewess, that my speculations about race had offended her? Had I expressed myself carelessly or ill? I had often been struck by a smile she would give,--not scornful, nor slighting, but something that seemed to say, "These thoughts are not _our_ thoughts, nor are these ways our ways!" but in her silent fashion she would make no remark, but be satisfied to shadow forth some half dissent by a mere trembling of the lip. She had passed a day at Abazzia--of course, alone--wandering about that delicious spot, and doubtless recalling memories for any one of which I had given my life's blood. And would she not bestow a word--one word--on these? Why not say she as much as remembered me; that it was there we first met! Sure, so much might have been said, or at least hinted at, in all harmlessness! I had done nothing, written nothing, to bring rebuke upon me. I had taken no liberty; I had tried to make the dry detail of a business letter less wearisome by a little digression, not wholly out of _apropos_; that was all. Was then the Hebrew heart bent sorely on gain? And yet what grand things did the love of these women inspire in olden times, and what splendid natures were theirs! How true and devoted, how self-sacrificing! Sara's beautiful face, in all its calm loveliness, rose before me as I thought these things, and I felt that I loved her more than ever. CHAPTER XXVI. IN HUNGARY It still wanted several weeks of Christmas, and so I hastened off to Pesth and tried to acquire some little knowledge of Hungarian, and some acquaintance with the habits and ways of Hungarian life. I am not sure that I made much progress in anything but the _csardas_--the national dance,--in which I soon became a proficient. Its stately solemnity suddenly changing for a lively movement; its warlike gestures and attitudes; its haughty tramp and defiant tone; and, last of all, its whirlwind impetuosity and passion,--all emblems of the people who practise it,--possessed a strange fascination for me; and I never missed a night of those public balls where it was danced. Towards the middle of December, however, I bethought me of my mission, and set out for
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