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love. "Two months,--only two?--oh, it must be more," she says, with a pang. Surely time ought to lessen the feeling of shame that overpowers her whenever she thinks of that fatal day. "So wearisome a time, my own?" asks he, reproachfully. "No, it is not that. It is only----. Oh, Brian, that day you speak of, when I was on that horrid hay-cart, did you--I mean--did I--that is--did I look very ungraceful?" The word she is dying to say is _dis_graceful, but she dares not. "Ungraceful?" "Yes. Terry says that when we were passing you that day I was--was," with a desperate rush, "kicking up my heels?" She is trembling with shame and confusion. Crimson has sprung to her cheeks, tears to her eyes. "I don't believe a word of it," says Mr. Desmond, comprehending the situation at last. "But, even supposing you were,--and, after all, that is the sort of thing _every one_ does on a bundle of hay,"--as though it is quite the customary thing for people generally to go round the world seated on hay-carts,--"I didn't see you--that is, your heels, I mean; I saw only your face,--the prettiest face in the world. How could I look at anything else when I had once seen that?" "Brian!" turning to him impetuously, and laying both her hands upon his shoulders, "I do think you are the dearest fellow on earth." "Oh, Monica! am I the dearest to you?" He has twined his arms round her lissome figure, and is gazing anxiously into her eyes. "Yes,--yes, _certainly_." And then, with a _naivete_ indescribable, and with the utmost composure, she says,-- "I think I should like to give you a kiss!" Is the blue dome still over his head, or has the sky fallen? The thing he has been longing for, with an intensity not to be portrayed, ever since their first meeting, but has not dared to even _hint_ at, is now freely offered him, as though it were a thing of naught. "Monica!" says her lover, the blood rushing to his face, "do you _mean_ it?" He tightens his clasp round her, yet still refrains from touching the sweet lips so near his own. A feeling of honest manliness makes him hesitate about accepting this great happiness, lest, indeed, he may have misunderstood her. To him it is so great a boon she grants that he hardly dares believe in its reality. "Of course I do," says Miss Beresford, distinctly offended. "I--at least, I _did_. I don't now. I always want to kiss people when I feel fond of them; but you don't, evidently, or els
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