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for souls. Perhaps religions are----Again I don't know. I have found nothing secure--only a whirlpool into which I will not drag others." "I will drag you out," he asserted. She smiled at him, in a momentary tenderness, and continued: "When I was young I never doubted that I would conquer life. I pictured myself rising in triumph over circumstance, as a gull leaves the sea.... When I was young.... If I was afraid of the dark then I thought, of course, I would outgrow it; but it has grown deeper than my courage. The night is terrible now." A shiver passed over her. "You are ill," he insisted, "but you shall be cured." "Perhaps, a year ago, something might have been done, with assistance; yes--with you. Then, whatever is, hadn't materialized. Why did you delay?" she cried in a sudden suffering. "You'll go with me tonight," he declared stoutly. "In this?" She indicated the wind beating with the blows of a great fist against the swaying sides of the demolished store. "Have you seen the sea? Do you remember what happened on the day I went with you when it was so beautiful and still?" John Woolfolk realized, wakened to a renewed mental clearness by the threatening of all that he desired, that--as Millie had intimated--life was too complicated to be solved by a simple longing; love was not the all-powerful magician of conventional acceptance; there were other, no less profound, depths. He resolutely abandoned his mere inchoate wanting, and considered the elements of the position that were known to him. There was, in the first place, that old, lamentable dereliction of Lichfield Stope's, and its aftermath in his daughter. Millie had just recalled to Woolfolk the duration, the activity, of its poison. Here there was no possibility of escape by mere removal; the stain was within; and it must be thoroughly cleansed before she could cope successfully, happily, with life. In this, he was forced to acknowledge, he could help her but little; it was an affair of spirit; and spiritual values--though they might be supported from without--had their growth and decrease strictly in the individual they animated. Still, he argued, a normal existence, a sense of security, would accomplish a great deal; and that in turn hung upon the elimination of the second, unknown element--the reason for her backward glances, her sudden, loud banalities, yesterday's mechanical repudiation of his offered assistance and the implied wish f
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