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at I must not think of it." "You must give up thinking about her, of course," Lady Caroom said, "until--" Until what? "Until you can ask her--if ever you do ask her--to marry you in your proper name." Brooks set his teeth and walked up and down the little room. "That," he said, "may be never." "Exactly," Lady Caroom agreed. "That is why I am suggesting that you do not see her so often." He stopped opposite her. "Does he--does Lord Arranmore know anything of this?" She shook her head. "Not from me. He may have heard whispers. To tell you the truth, I myself have been asked questions during the last few days. You have been seen about a good deal with Sybil, and you are rather a mystery to people. That is why I felt compelled to speak." He nodded. "I see!" "You must not blame me," she went on, softly. "You know, Kingston, that I like you, that I would give you Sybil willingly under ordinary circumstances. I don't want to speak to her if I can help it. And, Kingston, there is one thing more I must say to you. It is on my mind. It keeps me awake at night. I think that it will make an old woman of me very soon. If--if we should be wrong?" "There is no possibility of that," he answered, sadly. "Lord Arranmore is candour itself, even in his selfishness." "His face haunts me," she murmured. "There is something so terribly impersonal, so terribly sad about it. He looks on at everything, he joins in nothing. They say that he gambles, but he never knows whether he is winning or losing. He gives entertainments that are historical, and remains as cold as ice to guests whom a prince would be glad to welcome. His horse won that great race the other day, and he gave up his place on the stand, just before the start, to a little girl, and never even troubled to watch the race, though his winnings were enormous. He bought the Frivolity Theatre, produced this new farce, and has never been seen inside the place. What does it mean, Kingston? There must be suffering behind all this--terrible suffering." "It is a law of retribution," Brooks said, coldly. "He has made other people suffer all his life. Now perhaps his turn has come. He spends fortunes trying to amuse himself and cannot. Are we to pity him for that?" "I have heard of people," she said, looking at him intently, "who are too proud to show the better part of themselves, who rather than court pity or even sympathy will wear a mask always, will hide the
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