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the high branches of the tree of Heaven, as if he saw his dream shining clear through them like a moon. The opportunist could see nothing but his sublime opportunity. Michael went back with him to dine and talk it over. There was to be civil war in Ireland then? He thought: If only Lawrence would let him go with him. He wanted to go to Ireland. To join the Nationalists and fight for Ireland, fight for the freedom he was always dreaming about--_that_ would be a fine thing. It would be a finer thing than writing poems about Ireland. Lawrence Stephen went soberly and steadily through the affair of the _Review_, explaining things to Michael. He wanted this done, and this. And over and over again Michael's voice broke through his instructions. Why couldn't he go to Ireland instead of Lawrence? Or, if Lawrence wouldn't let him go instead of him, he might at least take him with him. He didn't want to stay at home editing the _Review_. Ellis or Mitchell or Monier-Owen would edit it better than he could. Even the wretched Wadham would edit it just as well. He wanted to go to Ireland and fight. But Lawrence wouldn't let him go. He wasn't going to have the boy's blood on his hands. His genius and his youth were too precious. Besides, Ireland was not his country. * * * * * It was past ten o'clock. Frances was alone in the drawing-room. She sat by the open window and waited and watched. The quiet garden lay open to her sight. Only the inner end of the farther terrace, under the orchard wall, was hidden by a high screen of privet. It seemed hours to Frances since she had seen Nicky and Veronica go down the lawn on to the terrace. And then Anthony had gone out too. She was vexed with Anthony. She could see him sitting under his ash-tree, her tree of heaven; his white shirt-front gave out an oblong gleam like phosphorous in the darkness under the tree. She was watching to see that he didn't get up and go on to the terrace. Anthony had no business in the garden at all. He was catching cold in it. He had sneezed twice. She wanted Nicholas and Veronica to have the garden to themselves to-night, and the perfect stillness of the twilight to themselves, every tree and every little leaf and flower keeping quiet for them; and there was Anthony sneezing. She was restless and impatient, as if she carried the burden of their passion in her own heart. Presently she could bear it no longer
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