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noon, the rain did batter, And it thundered like a hell: I sighed, it is no matter, At night I shall sleep as well. But I longed with a madness tender For an evening like the morn, That my day might die in splendor, Not folded in mist forlorn-- Die like a tone elysian, Like a bee in a cactus-flower, Like a day-surprised vision, Like a wind in a summer shower. Through the vaulted clouds about me Broke trembling an azure space: Was it a dream to flout me-- Or was it a perfect face? The sky and the face together Are gone, and the wind blows fell. But what matters a dream or the weather? At night it will all be well. For the day of life and labor, Of ecstasy and pain, Is only a beaten tabor, And I shall not dream again. But as the old Night steals o'er me, Deepening till all is dead, I shall see thee still before me Stand with averted head. And I shall think, Ah sorrow! The _might_ that never was _may!_ The night that has no morrow! And the sunset all in gray! Juliet laid her head on her hands and wept. "Why should I not let him have his rosy sunset?" she thought. "It is all he hopes for--cares for, I think--poor fellow! Am I not good enough to give him that? What does it matter about me, if it is all but a vision that flits between heaven and earth, and makes a passing shadow on human brain and nerves?--a tale that is telling--then a tale that is told! Much the good people make out of their better faith! Should _I_ be troubled to learn that it was indeed a lasting sleep? If I were dead, and found myself waking, should I want to rise, or go to sleep again? Why should not I too dare to hope for an endless rest? Where would be the wrong to any? If there be a God, He will have but to wake me to punish me hard enough. Why should I not hope at least for such a lovely thing? Can any one help desiring peace? Oh, to sleep, and sleep, and wake no more forever and ever! I would not hasten the sleep; the end will surely come, and why should we not enjoy the dream a little longer--at least while it is a good dream, and the tossing has not begun? There would always be a time. Why wake before our time out of the day into the dark nothing? I should always want to see what to-morrow and to-morrow and to-morrow would bring--that is, so long as he loved me. He is noble, and sad, and beautiful, and gracious!--but would
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