FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93  
94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   >>   >|  
e stopped while Audrey pointed out the beauty of the scene with her little air of unique appreciation. "Isn't it too lovely for words? The suggestion--the mystery of it!" Her voice had a passionate impatience, as if she chafed at the limitations of the language. "Who says London's cold and grey? It's blue. And yet what would it be without the haze?" Wyndham smiled inscrutably: perhaps he wondered what Miss Audrey Craven would be without the haze? "What did you think of the service?" she asked presently. By this time she and Wyndham were walking together a little in advance of the others. "I didn't hear it. I was watching Flaxman Reed all the time." This statement, as Audrey well knew, was not strictly correct. "So was I. My uncle says if he stays in the church he'll be the coming man." "The coming man? H'm. He's been going back ever since I knew him. At present he's got to the thirteenth century; he may arrive at the Nicene age, but he'll never have a hold on his own. He's nothing but a holy anachronism." "Oh? I thought you didn't understand him?" "In one way I do, in another I don't. You see I knew him at Oxford when I was a happy undergraduate." (Audrey could not imagine Langley Wyndham ever being an undergraduate; it seemed to her that he must always have been a Master of Arts.) "I knew the real Flaxman Reed, and he was as logical a sceptic as you or I. There was an epidemic of ideas in our time, and the poor fellow was frightened, so he took it--badly. Of course he made up his mind that he was going to die, and he was horribly afraid of dying. So instead of talking about his interesting symptoms, as you or I might do" ("You or I"--again that flattering association!), "he quietly got rid of the disease by attacking its source." "How?" "Well, I forget the precise treatment, but I think he took equal parts of St. Augustine and St. Thomas Aquinas, diluted with _aqua sacra_. He gave me the prescription, but I preferred the disease." "At any rate he was in earnest." "Deadly earnest. That's the piety of the fraud." "You surely don't call him a fraud?" "Well--a self-deceiver. Isn't that the completest and most fatal form of fraud? He fights and struggles to be what he isn't and calls it renouncing self." "He renounces the world too--and everything that's pleasant." "I'm afraid that doesn't impress me. I can't forget that he renounced reason because it was unpleasant. Rather than bear a little
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93  
94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Audrey

 

Wyndham

 

forget

 
afraid
 

earnest

 

disease

 

undergraduate

 
coming
 

Flaxman

 

symptoms


interesting

 

epidemic

 
sceptic
 

logical

 

Master

 
fellow
 

frightened

 

horribly

 

talking

 

struggles


renouncing
 

renounces

 
fights
 

deceiver

 

completest

 

unpleasant

 

Rather

 

reason

 
renounced
 

pleasant


impress
 

surely

 

precise

 

treatment

 
source
 

quietly

 

association

 

attacking

 
Augustine
 

Thomas


preferred

 

Deadly

 

prescription

 

Aquinas

 
diluted
 

flattering

 

smiled

 

inscrutably

 
London
 

wondered