had gone.
RITA: Well, then, that was _your_ heroism.
FRIEDRICH: Do not misunderstand me. I knew my father had----
RITA: Yes, yes--but do not talk about it any more.
FRIEDRICH: You are right. It was boyish of me. It did not last long, and
then I mourned for you--not less than your parents. Oh, Erna! If you
would see your parents now. They have aged terribly. Your father has
lost his humor altogether, and is giving full vent to his old passion
for red wine. Your mother is always ailing, hardly ever leaves the
house, and both, even though they never lose a word about it, cannot
reconcile themselves to the thought that their only child left them.
RITA (_after a pause, awakens from her meditation, harshly_): Perhaps
you were sent by my father?
FRIEDRICH: No--why?
RITA: Then I would show you the door.
FRIEDRICH: Erna!
RITA: A man, who ventured to pay his debts with me----
FRIEDRICH: How so; what do you mean?
RITA: Oh--let's drop that. Times were bad. But to-day the house of
Hattenbach enjoys its good old standing, as you say, and has overcome
the crisis. Then your father must have had some consideration--without
me. Well, then.----And Rudolstadt still stands--on the old spot. That's
the main thing. But now let us talk about something else, I beg of you.
FRIEDRICH: No, no, Erna. What you allude to, that----do you really
believe my father had----
RITA: Your father had grown used to buy and attain everything in life
through money. Why not buy me also? And he had already received the
promise--not from me, but from my father. But I am free! I ran away and
am my own mistress! (_With haughtiness._) A young girl, all alone! Down
with the gang!
(_Friedrich is silent and holds his head._)
RITA (_steps up to him and touches his shoulder, in a friendly manner_):
Don't be sad. At that time your father was the stronger, and----Life is
not otherwise. After all, one must assert oneself.
FRIEDRICH: But he robbed you of your happiness.
RITA (_jovially_): Who knows? It is just as well.
FRIEDRICH (_surprised_): Is that possible? Do you call that happiness,
this being alone?
RITA: Yes. That is MY happiness--my freedom, and I love it with
jealousy, for I fought for it myself.
FRIEDRICH (_bitterly_): A great happiness! Outside of family ties,
outside the ranks of respectable society.
RITA (_laughs aloud, but without bitterness_): Respectable society! Yes.
I fled from that--thank Heaven. (_harshly_) Bu
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