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self were an old maid. But perhaps that was the very reason. "I was doing you no harm, Nathanael," said she, smiling. "And I was thinking, like you, how soon a fortnight will be gone, and how hard it is for you to part from this little girl that loves you." The inference, so natural, so holy, which Miss Valery had unconsciously drawn, Agatha had not the heart to deny. She knew it was but right that she should love, and be supposed to love, her betrothed husband. And looking at him, his suffering, his strong self-denial, she almost felt that she did really love him, as a wife ought. "If," said the soft voice of the good angel--"if you had not known each other so short a time, and been so newly betrothed, I should have said--judging such things by what they were when I was young,"--here she momentarily paused--"I should have said, Nathanael, that there was only one course which, as regarded both her and yourself, was wisest, kindest, best." "What is that?" cried he, eagerly. "To do a little sooner what must necessarily have been done soon--to take one another's hands--thus." Agatha felt strong, wild fingers grasping her own; a dizziness came over her--she shrank back, crying, "No, no!" and hid her face on Miss Valery's shoulder. Nathanael rose up and walked away. When he returned, it was with his "good" aspect, tender and calm. "No, Anne, I was wrong even to think of such a thing. Assure her I will never urge it. She is quite right in saying 'No'--What man could expect such a sacrifice?" "And what woman would deem it such?" whispered Miss Valery. "But I know I am a very foolish, romantic old maid, and view these things in a different light to most people. So, my dear, be quite at rest," she continued, soothing the young creature, who still clung to her. "No one will urge you in any way; _he_ will not, he is too generous; and I had no right even to say what I did, except from my affection for him." She looked fondly at the young man, as if he had been still a little child, and she saw him in the light of ancient days. These impelled her to speak on earnestly. "Another reason I had; because I am old, and you two are young. Often, it seems as if the whole world--fate, trial, circumstance--were set against all lovers to make them part. It is a bitter thing when they part of their own free will. Accidents of all kinds--change, sorrow, even death--may come between, and they may never meet again. Agatha,
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