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s. It was not because I loved him best." Tom threw back his head with a little cry. "Rose," he said, coming a step nearer. "Rose, my dear; it can't hurt to tell me now. In two days I'm going away for good and all. I have told the squire all about it, and he is going to overlook it and send me across the seas just the same as if nothing had happened; but when I'm gone, it would make me happy to know that you had ever loved me just a little bit." "I do," said Rose. "I think I've loved you all the time." Tom drew a long breath, but did not attempt to come closer. "Thank you," he said, with an odd thrill in his voice. "I'll go away and think of it. It will help me to be good, for I'll have a try at that, Rose, my dear. I'll keep clear of the drink; I'm going up to the rector to-night to tell him I'm ready to sign. He asked me to do it before; and don't I wish I had listened to him! But now I'll do it without the asking." There was some difference in Tom that Rose felt but could not define, some influence over him that was stronger than her own. She had been conscious before that she had but to speak and he would try his utmost to carry out her whim; but to-day, miserable as he was, oppressed by the weight of sin, she felt respect for a certain strength of purpose that seemed developed in him. Mr. Curzon was right; she had chosen the wrong man. Never had she valued Tom's love as she did now when she was just about to lose it. "Then you are going directly?" she almost whispered. "Yes; I leave here the day after to-morrow, and I sail in about a fortnight. The squire thought the sooner I was out of the way the better." "Shall you ever come back?" "I don't know." "Nor ever write?" asked Rose, with a sob in her throat. "That's as may be; I'd write to one who cared." "I care. Write to me, please?" She was looking at him with pleading eyes, but he would not trust himself to return her glance. "Rose," he said, "there's not the woman now that I would ask to be my wife. I'm guilty, before God, of two black sins; but if He gives me time to live it down and earn a clean name again----" "He will! He will!" said Rose. "And, Tom, it does not matter if it's years, I'll wait." And then she put her arms round his neck and kissed him. His face was ashen grey; his arms ached with the longing to return her embrace and hold her close to his heart, but he let her go. "Before God, Rose, m
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