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taken out of my reach is really the best thing that could happen to me." "And you have left any wish I might have about it outside your calculation," said May. "It cannot signify to you where you live. You will amuse yourself wherever you are." "It signifies considerably; as I like Rudham, at present, better than any place in the world." Paul broke into an incredulous laugh. "I suppose it would be an impertinence to ask your reason for this unaccountable preference?" "It is a simple one: you live there," said May, with averted face. Paul sprang to his feet and stood before May with arms folded, and looked down at her with eyes that literally burned. "May!" he said hoarsely, "if it is a joke it is a cruel one." "Oh, it's true that you have grown stupid!" cried May, between laughter and tears. "It is no joke to have to tell you that I have changed my mind. I love you better than all the world besides." With an incoherent cry Paul clasped her to his breast. "My darling! my darling!" he said, after the rapture of that first moment, "I am not worthy, and the sacrifice on your side is too great. I had no right ever to ask you to marry me. What will the world say of me? I could wish that you had no fortune----" "Oh, nonsense! you were groaning for want of it just now. It is my own, to do as I like with; and I shall have a lot more, some day, unless mother disinherits me." "Which reminds me that I have to face her," said Paul, rather ruefully. "I think you had better go at once," said May, with merry decision, "and leave mother to me. I don't pretend she will like it; but she may consent, as she has been grievously worried by the fear that I was going to be an old maid--and so I should have been but for you." Paul tried to repossess himself of her hands, but May had glided back to the drawing-room, turning as she left to tell him to call again in the morning. Left to himself, Paul tried to collect his thoughts, and to realize the intense happiness that had come to him. If it were true that May loved him, he would marry her in the face of all opposition, for she knew well enough that he did not care for her money, but for herself. Then he fell again to wondering whether she had sufficiently counted the cost of uniting her life with his, for, in marrying, Paul felt it would be impossible for him to change the whole scheme of his life. His objects and ambitions would be the same after it
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