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, and stood leaning upon it. Presently she asked: "WHEN did Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan say that 'no girl' could care about you?" "To-day." Mary drew a deep breath. "I think I'm beginning to understand--a little." She bit her lip; there was anger in good truth in her eyes and in her voice. "Answer me once more," she said. "Bibbs, do you know now why I stopped wearing my furs?" "Yes." "I thought so! Your sister-in-law told you, didn't she?" "I--I heard her say--" "I think I know what happened, now." Mary's breath came fast and her voice shook, but she spoke rapidly. "You 'heard her say' more than that. You 'heard her say' that we were bitterly poor, and on that account I tried first to marry your brother--and then--" But now she faltered, and it was only after a convulsive effort that she was able to go on. "And then--that I tried to marry--you! You 'heard her say' that--and you believe that I don't care for you and that 'no girl' could care for you--but you think I am in such an 'extremity,' as Sibyl was--that you-- And so, not wanting me, and believing that I could not want you--except for my 'extremity'--you took your father's offer and then came to ask me--to marry you! What had I shown you of myself that could make you--" Suddenly she sank down, kneeling, with her face buried in her arms upon the lap of a chair, tears overwhelming her. "Mary, Mary!" he cried, helplessly. "Oh NO--you--you don't understand." "I do, though!" she sobbed. "I do!" He came and stood beside her. "You kill me!" he said. "I can't make it plain. From the first of your loveliness to me, I was all self. It was always you that gave and I that took. I was the dependent--I did nothing but lean on you. We always talked of me, not of you. It was all about my idiotic distresses and troubles. I thought of you as a kind of wonderful being that had no mortal or human suffering except by sympathy. You seemed to lean down--out of a rosy cloud--to be kind to me. I never dreamed I could do anything for YOU! I never dreamed you could need anything to be done for you by anybody. And to-day I heard that--that you--" "You heard that I needed to marry--some one--anybody--with money," she sobbed. "And you thought we were so--so desperate--you believed that I had--" "No!" he said, quickly. "I didn't believe you'd done one kind thing for me--for that. No, no, no! I knew you'd NEVER thought of me except generously--to give. I said I couldn't make
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