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re twenty years, openly, as you have. I must have loved you! I did--I do! I do! I wish I were fit to love you now. Because, in twenty years more.... The years pass, Aurie. Won't they pass? My sentence----" His gray head was bent down low in her lap now, as her son's had been at this very place but a day before. Her hands--hands stained with needle work, rough on the finger ends, the taper gone there into a little square--were the same long shapely hands that had touched his hair at another time. The eyes that looked down at him now under long, soft, dark lashes were the same. But they were more brooding--tender, yes, but more sad, more wise. There was no passion in her gaze, in her touch. What was hatred or revenge to her? His face was hid deep in his hands as he knelt. It lay there in that haven, the lap of woman, the place of forgiveness--and of hope, as some vague memory seemed to say to him. Indeed, all the wisdom and all the mercy and all the hope of a world or of a universe of worlds were in the low voice of Aurora Lane as she stroked back his hair--the gray hair of an old man, who knelt beside her. It was the ancient pitying instinct of woman that was in her touch. Hardly she knew she touched him, so impersonal was it all to her. "Will, you poor boy, you poor boy! Oh, poor boy!" He heard her voice once more. Suddenly he raised his head, he sprang up, he stood before her. "You do forgive me!" A sort of triumph was in the eager note of his voice. "You say 'poor boy!' You do forgive me!" He advanced toward her. But Aurora also had risen quickly. Now, suddenly, some shock came to her, vivifying, clarifying. The needle of her heart swung on the dial of Today. "Forgive you!" she exclaimed, her color suddenly gone high. "Forgive you--what do you mean?--what do you _mean_?" "You said you pitied me----" "Pity you, yes, I do. I'm sorry for you from the bottom of my heart. I'd be sorry to see any man go through what you've got to face. Yes, _pity_ you--but--love you? What do you mean? Is that what you mean? _Respect_ you--is that what you mean? Oh, no! Oh, no! Use for you, in any way in the world?--Oh, no! Oh, no! Don't mistake. _Pity_--that's all! Don't I know what it means to descend into hell? And that's what you must do." "But, Aurie--Aurie--you just said----" "I said I was sorry for you, and so I am, in all my heart. But he's our boy. I've paid my share in anguish. So must you." "Haven't I? Hav
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