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eeling rather helpless, he changed his tactics, in an honest endeavor to get at the real cause of her trouble. "Naturally, my child," he said, "the sight of me brings back the thought of your beloved mother. Such a sorrow--" But again she interrupted him, this time by a silent gesture of the hand. Then she said: "It is not that. I've got used to that ache, and although my heart would not be my heart without it, that is a silent and accepted sorrow now. Oh, Mr. Spotswood," she said, impetuously, uncovering her tear-stained face and looking at him with the helplessness of a child, "you are a clergyman; you teach that God is love and compassion and forgiveness; you have a kind heart! I know you have. Perhaps if I could tell you all I have suffered, and how deeply I have repented, you would be sorry for me, and not blame me as much as I deserve to be blamed." She was looking at him tentatively, as if to see how far she could trust to the forbearance of which she felt she had now such need. The rector's heart was deeply touched. This show of humility in the high-spirited, self-willed girl that he remembered took him by surprise. "It could never be my impulse to blame you, my dear child, and the less so when I see how bitterly you are blaming yourself for this unknown thing. If you will tell me about it, I will do all that may be in my power to help you. At all events, you may count upon my loving sympathy." "Ah, if I only could! It would be much to me now. But you are ignorant of what you are promising. In a certain way it concerns yourself, or at least a member of your family." She saw a slightly hardened look come into his face, but it quickly gave way to a gentler one. "No matter what it is, if you have suffered and repented, the best sympathy of my heart is yours." "You will regard it as a confidence--a sacred confidence?" said Bettina. "I could only tell you with that understanding. I know that a clergyman is accustomed to keeping the secrets of his people, and I could not say a word unless I were sure that this thing would rest forever between you and me." [Illustration: "'TRULY, MY CHILD, IT IS A WRETCHED STORY'"] Wishing to soothe her in every possible way, the rector gave her his promise to keep sacred what she might tell him; and thus reassured, poor Bettina opened her heart. The relief of it was so exquisite and the experience was so rare, that she told it all with the abandonment of a
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