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inner reality; and made sharp the sense of it with the contrast of what might have been. As they went along, Venice became to her fancy a grave and monument of lost things, which floated together in her mind's vision. Past struggles for freedom, beaten back or faded out; vanished patriotism and art, with their champions; extinct ambitions and powers; historical glories evaporated, as it were, leaving only a scent upon the air; what was left at Venice but monuments? and like it now her own little life gone out and gone down! For so it seemed to Dolly. Even if she succeeded in her mission, and brought her father home, what safety, what security could she have? And if she did _not_ bring him--then all was lost indeed. It was lost anyhow, she thought, as far as her own life was concerned. Her father could not be what he had been again. "O father! my father!" was poor Dolly's bitter cry, "if you had taken anything else from me, and only left me yourself!" After a long time, when she spoke to Rupert, it was in a quiet, unaltered voice. "Is this the shortest way, Rupert?" "As like as not it's the longest. But, you see, it's the only way I know. I've always got there starting from the Place of St. Mark; and that way I know what I am about; but though I daresay there's a short cut home, I've never been it, and don't know it." Dolly added no more. "It's a bit of a walk from St. Mark's," Rupert went on. "Do you mind?" "No," said Dolly, sighing. "Rupert, I wish you were a Christian friend! You are a good friend, but I wish you were a Christian!" "Why just now?" "Nobody else can give one comfort. You cannot, Rupert, with all the will in the world; there is no comfort in anything you could tell me. I have only one Christian friend on this side of the Atlantic; and that is Mrs. Jersey; and she might as well be in America too, where Aunt Hal is!" Dolly was crying. It went to Rupert's heart. "What could a Christian friend say to you?" he asked at length. "Remind me of something, or of some words, that I ought to remember," said Dolly, still weeping. "Of what?" said Rupert. "If you know, tell me. Remind yourself; that's as good as having some one else remind you. What comfort is there in religion for a great trouble? Is there any?" "Yes," said Dolly. "What then? Tell us, Miss Dolly. I may want it some time, as well as you." "I suppose everybody is pretty sure to want it, some time in his life," said Do
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