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urage further questioning, and she moved in her seat and looked away again. 'That man does not love you,' Logotheti said. 'If he did, nothing could hinder your marriage, since he knows that you are willing.' 'There may be a reason you don't understand,' Margaret answered reluctantly. 'A man who loves does not reason. A man who wants a certain woman wants nothing else, any more than a man who is dying of thirst can want anything but drink. He must have it or die, and nothing can keep him from it if he sees it.' There was a shade of more energy in his tone now, though he still spoke quietly enough. Margaret was silent again, possibly because the same thought had crossed her own mind during the last few days, and even an hour ago, when she had met Lushington at the door. Since she was willing to marry him, in spite of his birth, could he be in earnest as long as he hesitated? She wished that he might have said what Logotheti was saying now, instead of reasoning with her about a point of honour. 'When people think themselves in love and hesitate,' Logotheti continued, almost speaking her own thoughts aloud, 'it is because something else in them is stronger than love, or quite as strong.' 'There may be honour,' said Margaret, defending Lushington in her mind, out of sheer loyalty. 'There ought to be, sometimes, but it is more in the nature of real love to tear honour to pieces than to be torn in pieces for it. I'm not defending such things, I'm only stating a fact. More men have betrayed their country for love than have sacrificed love to save their country!' 'That's not a very noble view of love!' 'If you were passionately in love with a man, should you like him to sacrifice you in order to save his country, especially if his country were not yours? If it were your own, you might be as patriotic as he and you would associate yourself with him in the salvation of your own people. But that would not be a fair case. The question is whether, in a matter that concerns him only and not yourself, you would set his honour higher than his love for you and let yourself be sacrificed, without feeling that if he had loved you as you would like to be loved he would forfeit his honour rather than give you up.' 'That's a dreadfully hard question to answer!' Margaret smiled. 'It is only hard to answer, because you are conscious of a convention called honour which man expects you to set above everything. Very good
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