n my walk, and meditated on what my friend had said. My
thoughts immediately flew to a subject which I had not before
considered. How was I to exist in the future? I had been brought up in
luxury, with a supply of everything that I required, and I had literally
never thought of the future. I had a vague idea that Sir Charles would
find me a post in the civil or military service of the East India
Company, but I never supposed, as my friends appear to have done, that
he would have left me any fortune. That he had not done so, under any
other circumstances, would not have caused me any disappointment. Now
that money was of so great importance to me, I keenly felt the want of
it.
"I will go, then, as a seaman before the mast," I cried energetically.
"I will work my passage from place to place; I will go in every sort of
craft, from the Chinese junk to the Malay prahu and sampan. I will
wander through every portion of the Indian seas till I discover those
dear ones, or gain tidings of their fate."
"I do not see how you can accomplish the work; but consult with Captain
Northcote. If there is a way, he will advise you," said the lady.
"There must be a way," I replied vehemently. "I will consult with him
how I am to begin the work; but not whether it is to be performed--on
that I am determined."
"I pray Heaven that you may succeed," said Mrs Northcote. "I feel as
anxious as you do for your success; but I dread to see you risk your
life on an almost hopeless undertaking in those strange lands, among
lawless and bloodthirsty people, who would not for a moment hesitate to
destroy you."
"I fear no danger or difficulty," I replied. "I remember Sir Charles's
last words, `God is everywhere.' In a just cause He will protect me."
Such was the spirit and such the feeling with which I resolved to set
out on my undertaking; and God did protect me. When Captain Northcote
returned, I discussed the matter in every point with him. He pointed
out to me that I should lose the chance of employment in the Company's
service; that, after wandering about, as I must do, I should be unfit
for any steady employment, and that I should be without funds to enable
me to commence any profession should the Company not afford me an
opening. He soon, however, saw that it would be useless to attempt to
dissuade me, and he then most generously told me that he would place at
my disposal all the means he could possibly spare, and that he
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