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f my life is interwoven with that of the princely line in whom you feel so deep an interest, I will relate it." "Thanks, good mother," said Salome, nestling to her side and preparing to listen. "Not here, and not now, my child, can I enter upon the long, sorrowful, shameful story--a story of pride, despotism and cruelty on one side; of passion, wilfulness and recklessness on the other; of selfishness, sin and ruin on all sides! Daughter, in almost every tale of sin and suffering you will find that there has always been sin on _one_ side and suffering on the _other_; but in this story _all_ sinned deeply, all suffered fearfully!" "Except yourself, sweet mother. You never sinned," said Salome, taking the thin, pale hand of the lady and pressing it to her lips. "_Mea culpa!_ I sin every hour of my life!" cried the abbess, crossing herself. "We all do; but you did not sin _there_," said the girl. "I had no part--no active part, I mean--in that tale of guilt and woe. I was a pupil here in this convent then, waiting to be brought out and married to my betrothed. No, I had no part in that tragedy." "Except the passive part of suffering." "Ay, except the passive part of suffering; but hark, my child! the vesper bell is ringing; it calls us to our evening worship: let us go to the choir, and there forget all our earthly cares and seek the peace of Heaven," said the pale lady, slowly rising from her seat. "When will you tell me the story, good mother?" pleaded Salome, in a low and deprecating tone. "The vesper bell is ringing. The rules of the house must not be disturbed by your individual necessities. After the evening service comes the evening meal. Then, for me, my hour of rest in my cell; and for you, the duty of seeing your infant charge put to bed. When all these matters have been properly attended to, come to me in my cell. You will find me there. We shall be uninterrupted until the midnight mass; and in the interim I will tell you the story of a life that 'was lost, but is found, was dead, but is alive'--_Benedicite_, my daughter!" said the abbess, spreading her hands upon the bowed head of the girl, and solemnly blessing her. Then she glided away. Salome soon followed her, and joined the procession of nuns to the chapel. As soon as she took her seat in the choir, she looked through the screen over the congregation below, to see if the strangers were in the chapel; but she saw them not. Wh
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