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not have him back, he is so happy now." Just as his father had done when she tried to comfort him, so Grey did. He made a gesture for her to stop, and said piteously: "Please don't talk to me now, I cannot bear it;" so she sat down again beside him, while he continued to nurse the bitter thoughts crowding so fast upon him: Was his grandfather happy now? Was it well with him in the world to which he had gone? he kept asking himself over and over again all that dreary day and the drearier night which followed, and which left him whiter, sadder, if possible, than ever. The funeral was appointed for half past two on Saturday afternoon, and Burton, who went over in the morning, asked Grey to go with him. "Your Aunt Hannah will expect you. She was disappointed in not seeing you yesterday," but Grey said promptly: "No, I'll wait, and go with mother." So Mr. Jerrold went alone with Lucy, leaving his wife and Grey to join him about half past one, just before the neighbors began to assemble. When Grey came in, Hannah, who was already draped in her mourning robe which Lucy had provided for her, went up to him, and putting her arms around him, said, very low and gently, but with no sadness in the tone: "Oh, Grey, I am so glad you have come and sorry you are suffering so from headache, but I know just how you loved him and how he loved you--better than anything else in the world. Will you come with me and see him now? He looks so calm and peaceful and happy, just as you never saw him look." "Oh, no, no!" Grey cried, wrenching himself from her. "I cannot see him; don't ask me, please." "Not see your grandfather who loved you so much? Oh, Grey!" Hannah exclaimed, with both wonder and reproach in her voice. "I want you to remember him as he looks now, so different from what he was in life." "But I cannot," Grey said, "I never saw any one dead; I cannot bear it," and going from her he took a seat in the kitchen as far as possible from the bedroom which held so much horror for him. He knew his grandfather was not there, for he was lying in his coffin in the front room, where Lucy Grey had put the flowers brought from the conservatory at Grey's Park. But the _other one_ was there, under the floor where he had lain for thirty-one years, and Grey was thinking of _him_, wondering who he was and if no inquiries had ever been made for him. The room was a haunted place for him, and he was glad the door was closed, and
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