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lf into the canary yellow client's chair at my direction, and took a leather-bound pocket secretary from inside his almost-too-snug jacket. "Dr. Thorn," he said expansively, "we need you to help us locate an atavism." I flicked professional smile No. Three at him lightly. "I'm a historical psychologist," I told him. "That sounds in my line. Which of your ancestors are you interested in having me analyze?" "I used the word 'atavism' to mean a reversion to the primitive." I made a pencil mark on my desk pad. I could make notes as well as he could read them. "Yes, I see," I murmured. "We don't use the term that way. Perhaps you don't understand my work. It's been an honest way to make a living for a few generations but it's so specialized it might sound foolish to someone outside the psychological industry. I psychoanalyze historical figures for history books (of course), and scholars, interested descendants, what all, and that's _all_ I do." "All you _have_ done," Madison admitted, "but your government is certain that you can do this new work for them--in fact, that you are one of the few men prepared to locate this esoteric--that is, this odd aberration since I understand you often have to deal with it in analyzing the past. Doctor, we want you to find us a lonely man." I laid my chrome yellow pencil down carefully beside the cream-colored pad. "History is full of loneliness--most of the so-called great men were rather neurotic--but I thought, Madison, that introspection was pretty much of a thing of the, well, past." The government representative inhaled deeply and steepled his manicured fingers. "Our system of childhood psycho-conditioning succeeds in burying loneliness in the subconscious so completely that even the records can't reveal if it was ever present." * * * * * I cleared my throat in order to stall, to think. "I'm not acquainted with _contemporary_ psychology, Madison. This comes as news to me. You mean people aren't really well-adjusted today, that they have just been conditioned to _act_ as if they were?" He nodded. "Yes, that's it. It's ironic. Now we need a lonely man and we can't find him." "To pilot the interstellar spaceship?" "For the _Evening Star_, yes," Madison agreed. I picked up my pencil and held it between my two index fingers. I couldn't think of a damned thing to say. "The whole problem," Madison was saying, "goes bac
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