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s did deny us any good thing that was meet for us, and that have loved us and cared for us all, from the day we were born unto this day--to go away from them with a strange flatterer--nay, this passeth me by many a mile. SELWICK HALL, JANUARY YE XVI. This morrow, as I was sat a-work alone in the great chamber, come my Lady _Stafford_, with her broidery in her hand, and sat her down beside me. And ere many minutes were passed, saith she-- "_Helen_, I have been to see _Blanche_." "And is she still so hard, my Lady?" said I. "I should not call her mood hard," saith she. "I think she is very, very sorry, and would fain not have us see it. But," she paused a moment, and then went on, "it is the worldly sorrow which causeth death." "Your Ladyship would say?" "She is right sorry for my Lady _Everett_, for the great lady she thought to have been, and the grand life she looked to lead: but for _Blanche Lewthwaite_ as a sinner before God, methinks she is not sorry at all." "'Tis a sad case," said I. My Lady _Stafford_ gave me no answer, and when I looked up at her, I saw her dark eyes fastened on the white clouds which were floating softly across the blue, and her eyes so full that they all-to [nearly] ran o'er. "_Helen_," she saith, "hast thou any idea what is sin?" "Truly, Madam, I think so," I made answer. "I marvel," she pursueth, "if there ever were man or woman yet, that could see it as God seeth it. It may be that unto Him all the evil that _Blanche_ hath done--and 'tis an evil with many sides to it--is a lesser thing than the pride and unbelief which will not give her leave to own that she hath done it. And for what others have done--" All suddenly, her Ladyship brake off, and hiding her face in her kerchief, she brake into such a passion of weeping tears as methought I had scarce seen in any woman aforetime. "O my God, my God!" she sobbeth through her tears, "how true is it that `man knows the beginnings of sin, but who boundeth the issues thereof!'" [Note 2.] I felt that my Lady's trouble, the cause whereof was unknown to me, lay far beyond any words, specially of me: and I could but keep respectful silence till she grew calm. When so were, quoth she-- "Dost marvel at my tears, _Helen_?" "In no wise, Madam," said I: "for I reckoned there were some cause for them, beyond my weak sight." "Cause!" saith she--"ay, _Helen_, cause more th
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