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We came in, brought of _Alice_, and _Mother_ sat down by the bed, while I sat in the window with _Alice_. _Blanche_ looked up at _Mother_ when she spake some kindly words unto her. "I am going, Lady _Lettice_!" was the first thing she said. "I do trust, dear heart, if the Lord will, Dr _Bell's_ skill may yet avail for thee," saith _Mother_. "But if not, _Blanche_--" _Blanche_ interrupted her impatiently, with a question whereof the tone, yet more than the words, made my blood run cold. "_Whither_ am I going?" "Dear _Blanche_," said _Mother_, "the Lord _Jesus Christ_ is as good and as able to-day as ever He were." There was a little impatient movement of her head. "Too late!" "Never too late for Him," saith _Mother_. "Too late for me," _Blanche_ made answer. "You mind the text--last _Sunday_. I loved idols--after them I _would_ go!" She spoke with terrible pauses, caused by that hard, labouring breath. _Mother_ answered, as I knew, from the Word of God. "`Yet return again to me,' saith the Lord." "I cannot return. I never came." "Then `come unto Me, all ye that are weary and laden.' `The Son of Man is come to seek and to save that which was lost.'" _Blanche_ made no answer. She only lay still, her eyes fixed on _Mother_, which did essay for to show her by God's Word that she might yet be saved if she so would. Methought when _Mother_ stayed, and rose to kiss her as she came thence, that surely _Blanche_ could want no more. Her only word to _Mother_ was-- "Thanks." Then she beckoned to me, and I came and kissed her. _Mother_ was gone to speak with Mistress _Lewthwaite_, and _Alice_ withal. _Blanche_ and I were alone. "Close!" she said: and I bent mine ear to her lips. "Very kind--Lady _Lettice_. But--too late." "O _Blanche_!" I was beginning: but her thin weak hand on mine arm stayed further speech. "Hush! _Milisent_--thank God--thou art not as I. Thank God--and keep clean. Too late for me. Good-bye." "O _Blanche_, _Blanche_!" I sobbed through my tears. The look in her eyes was dreadful to me. "The Lord would fain have thee saved, and wherefore dost thou say `too late'?" "I want it not," she whispered. "_Blanche_," I cried in horror. "What canst thou mean? Not want to be saved from Hell! Not want to go to Heaven!" "From Hell--ay. But not--to go to Heaven." "But there is none other place!" cried I. "I know. Would there were!" I bel
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