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st glance at his face altered all that. The Prior quietly waved his monks back, and, going forward himself, kissed his patron's hand, and led him silently into the monastery. Poor Sir Reginald found himself condemned to all the sorrows he had anticipated, down to the sorrel soup--for it was a vigil--and the straw mattress, which, though considerably softer than the plank beds of the monks, was barely endurable to his ease-loving limbs. He looked as he felt--extremely uncomfortable and exceedingly cross. The Prior wasted no attentions on him. Such troubles as these were not worth a thought in his eyes; but his founder's face cost him many thoughts. He saw too plainly that for him had come one of those dread hours in life when the floods of deep waters overflow a man, and unless God take him into the ark of His covenant mercy, he will go down in the current. It was after some hours of prayer that the Prior tapped at the door of the royal guest. Earl Edmund's quiet voice bade him enter. "How fares it with my Lord?" "How is it likely to fare," was the sorrowful answer, "with one who hath lost hope?" The Prior sat down opposite his guest, where he might have the opportunity of studying his countenance. He was himself the senior of the Earl, being a man of about sixty years--a man in whom there had been a great deal of fire, and in whose dark, gleaming eyes there were many sparks left yet. "Father," said the Earl, in a low, pained voice, "I am perplexed to understand God's dealings with me." "Did you expect to understand them?" was the reply. "Thus far I did--that I thought He would finish what He had begun. But all my life--so far as this earthly life is concerned--I have been striving for one aim, and it has come to utter wreck. I set one object before me, and I thought--I _thought_ it was God's will that I should pursue it. If He, by some act of His own providence, had shown me the contrary, I could have understood it better. But He has let men step in and spoil all. It is not He, but they who have brought about this wreck. My barge is not shattered by the winds and waves of God, but scuttled by the violence of pirates. My life is spoiled, and I do not understand why. I have done nothing but what I thought He intended me to do: I have set my heart on one thing, but it was a thing that I believed He meant to give me. It is all mystery to me." "What is spoiled, my Lord? Is it what God mea
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