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s-examinations concerning my past, my scholarship, my evangelical positions, my household, and much else that nestled among them all. Throughout, I felt the charm and the power of his gentleness, and under its secret influence I yielded up what many another would have sought in vain. Some natures there are which search you as the sun lays bare the flowers, making for itself a pathway to their inmost heart, every petal opening before its siege of love. But reciprocity there was none. His lips seemed to stand like inexorable sentinels before his heart, in league with its great secret, the guardians of a past which no man had heard revealed. One or two tentative attempts to discover his antecedents were foiled by his charming taciturnity. "I came from the old country many years ago," was the only information he vouchsafed me. The evening was spent in conversation which never flamed but never flagged. My increasing opportunity for observation served but to confirm my conviction that I was confronted with a man who had one great and separate secret hidden within the impenetrable recesses of a contrite heart. He said little about St. Cuthbert's or the morrow, his most significant observation being to the effect that the serious-minded of the kirk were looking forward to my appearance with hopeful interest. After he had bidden me good-night, he again sought me in my chamber, interrupting the devotions which I was striving to conduct in oblivion of to-morrow and in the sombre light of the Judgment Day. "Will you do me a kindness in the kirk to-morrow?" he said, with almost pathetic eagerness. I responded fervently that nothing could be a greater kindness to myself than the sense of one bestowed on him. "Very well, then, will you give us the Fifty-first Psalm to sing at the morning service--it always seems to me that it is the soul's staple food; and let us begin with the fifth verse-- "'Behold, Thou in the inward parts With truth delighted art.' It falls like water on the thirsty heart. And perhaps, if your previous selection will permit, you would give us in the evening the paraphrase-- "'Come let us to the Lord our God With contrite hearts return.' My mother first taught me that," he added, with the first quiver of the lip I yet had seen, "and I have learned it anew from God." He then swiftly departed, little knowing that he had given me that night a pillow for both head and
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