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ou_ like it?" "Don't ask me," I said with a bitterness that made us both silent thereafter. That evening I got Fred to land me at the nearest town. The train she must have been on had just gone. In the morning I took the express for the East. Arrived at Washington, I drove straight to her school. A high iron fence, not obstructing the view from the country road; a long drive under arching maples and beeches; a rambling, fascinating old house upon the crest of a hill; many windows, a pillared porch, a low, very wide doorway. It seemed like her in its dark, cool, odorous beauty. She herself was in the front hall, directing some workmen. "Why, Senator Sayler, this _is_ a surprise," she said, advancing to greet me. But there was no suggestion of surprise in her tone or her look, only a friendly welcome to an acquaintance. She led the way into the drawing-room to the left. The furniture and pictures were in ghostly draperies; everything was in confusion. We went on to a side veranda, seated ourselves. She looked inquiringly at me. "I do not know why," was my answer. "I only know--I had to come." She studied me calmly. I remember her look, everything about her--the embroidery on the sleeves and bosom of her blouse, the buckles on her white shoes. I remember also that there was a breeze, and how good it felt to my hot face, to my eyes burning from lack of sleep. At last she said: "Well--what do you think of my little kingdom?" "It is yours--entirely?" "House, gardens--everything. I paid the last of my debts in June." "I'm contrasting it with my own," I said. "But that isn't fair," she protested with a smile. "You must remember, I'm only a woman." "With my own," I went on, as if she had not interrupted. "Yours is--yours, honestly got. It makes you proud, happy. Mine--" I did not finish. She must have seen or felt how profoundly I was moved, for I presently saw her looking at me with an expression I might have resented for its pity from any other than her. "Why do you tell _me_ this?" she asked. "There is always for every one," was my answer, "some person to whom he shows himself as he is. You are that person for me because--I'm surrounded by people who care for me for what I can give. Even my children care to a great extent for that reason. It's the penalty for having the power to give the material things all human beings crave. Only two persons ever cared--cared much for me just because I was mys
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