han any one else, saw that all
was not right. She knew how much he had loved Nellie; she believed
he loved her still; and why should he marry another? She could not
tell, and as he withheld his confidence from her, appearing unusually
moody and cross, she dared not approach him. At last, having an idea
of what she wanted, and willing to give her a chance, he one day,
when they were alone, abruptly asked her what she thought of his
choice.
"If you ask me what I think of Mabel," said she, "I answer that I
esteem her very highly, and the more I know her the better I love
her. Still, I never thought she would be your wife."
"Ah--indeed!--never thought she would, hey?" answered John, beginning
to grow crusty, and elevating his feet to the top of the mantel.
"You see now what _thought_ did; but what is your objection to her?"
"Nothing, nothing," returned 'Lena. "Mabel is amiable, gentle, and
confiding, and will try to be a good wife."
"What the deuce are you grumbling for, then?" interrupted John Jr.
"Do you want me yourself? If you do, just say the word, and it shall
be done! I'm bound to be married, and I'd sooner have you than
anybody else. Come, what do you say?"
'Lena smiled, while she disclaimed any intention toward her cousin,
who, resuming the position which in his excitement he had slightly
changed, continued: "I have always dealt fairly with you, 'Lena, and
now I tell you truly, I have no particular love for Mabel, although I
intend making her my wife, and heartily wish she was so now."
'Lena started, and clasping John's arm, exclaimed, "Marry Mabel and
not love her! You cannot be in earnest. You will not do her so
great a wrong--you shall not."
"I don't know how you'll help it, unless you meddle with what does
not concern you," said John. "I am doing her no wrong, I never told
her I loved her--never acted as though I did, and if she is content
to have me on such terms, it's nobody's business. She loves me half
to death, and if the old adage be true that love begets love, I shall
learn to love her, and when I do I'll let you know."
So saying, the young man shook down his pants, which had become
disarranged, and walked away, leaving 'Lena to wonder what course she
had better pursue. Once she resolved on telling Mabel all that had
passed between them, but the next moment convinced her that, as he
had said, she would be meddling, so she decided to say nothing,
silently hoping that affairs
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