FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   >>  
heatricals. The coming of Mrs. Ranger and Adelaide gave them an audience other than servile; they proceeded to strive to rise to the opportunity. The result of this struggle between mother and daughter was a spectacle so painful that even Ellen, determined to see only sincerity, found it impossible not to suspect a grief that could find so much and such language in which to vent itself. She fancied she appreciated why Ross eyed his mother and sister with unconcealed hostility and spoke almost harshly when they compelled him to break his silence. Adelaide hardly gave the two women a thought. She was surprised to find that she was looking at Ross and thinking of him quite calmly and most critically. His face seemed to her trivial, with a selfishness that more than suggested meanness, the eyes looking out from a mind which habitually entertained ideas not worth a real man's while. What was the matter with him--"or with me?" What is he thinking about? Why is he looking so mean and petty? Why had he no longer the least physical attraction for her? Why did her intense emotions of a few brief weeks ago seem as vague as an unimportant occurrence of many years ago? What had broken the spell? She could not answer her own puzzled questions; she simply knew that it was so, that any idea that she did, or ever could, love Ross Whitney was gone, and gone forever. "It's so," she thought. "What's the difference why? Shall I never learn to let the stove doors alone?" As soon as lunch was over Matilda took Ellen to her boudoir and Ross went away, leaving Janet and Adelaide to walk up and down the shaded west terrace with its vast outlook upon the sinuous river and the hills. To draw Janet from the painful theatricals, she took advantage of a casual question about the lynching, and went into the details of that red evening as she had not with anyone. It was now almost two months into the past; but all Saint X was still feverish from it, and she herself had only begun again to have unhaunted and unbroken sleep. While she was relating Janet forgot herself; but when the story was told--all of it except Adelaide's own part; that she entirely omitted--Janet went back to her personal point of view. "A beautiful love story!" she exclaimed. "And right here in prosaic Saint X!" "Is it Saint X that is prosaic," said Adelaide, "or is it we, in failing to see the truth about familiar things?" "Perhaps," replied Janet, in the tone that means "n
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   >>  



Top keywords:

Adelaide

 

thinking

 

thought

 

painful

 
mother
 
prosaic
 

difference

 

terrace

 

sinuous

 

outlook


Whitney

 

forever

 

Matilda

 

leaving

 

boudoir

 

shaded

 

feverish

 
beautiful
 

exclaimed

 

omitted


personal
 
replied
 

Perhaps

 

things

 

familiar

 

failing

 

evening

 
months
 

details

 

lynching


theatricals

 
advantage
 

casual

 
question
 

relating

 

forgot

 
unbroken
 
unhaunted
 

physical

 

appreciated


sister

 

unconcealed

 

hostility

 

fancied

 

language

 

harshly

 
calmly
 

surprised

 
compelled
 

silence