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lessons. Come now, attend! It is but a mere series of tricks, this art
that seems to you so admirable."
Godolphin grew embarrassed. There was in him a sort of hidden pride that
could never endure to subject itself to the censure of others. He had
no propensity to imitation, and he had a strong susceptibility to the
ridiculous. These traits of mind thus early developed--which in later
life prevented his ever finding fit scope for his natural powers, which
made him too proud to bustle, and too philosophical to shine--were of
service to him on this occasion, and preserved him from the danger into
which he might otherwise have fallen. He could not be persuaded to act:
the fair Fanny gave up the attempt in despair. "Yet stay with us," said
she, tenderly, "and share my poor earnings."
Godolphin started; and in the wonderful contradictions of the proud
human heart, this generous offer from the poor actress gave him a
distaste, a displeasure, that almost reconciled him to parting from
her. It seemed to open to him at once the equivocal mode of life he had
entered upon. "No, Fanny," said he, after a pause, "I am here because I
resolved to be independent: I cannot, therefore, choose dependence."
"Miss Millinger is wanted instantly for rehearsal," said the little
girl who acted fairies and old women, putting her head suddenly into the
room.
"Bless me!" cried Fanny, starting up; "is it so late? Well, I must go
now. Good-bye! look in upon us--do!"
But Godolphin, moody and thoughtful, walked into the street; and lo! the
first thing that greeted his eyes was a handbill on the wall, describing
his own person, and offering twenty guineas reward for his detention.
"Let him return to his afflicted parent," was the conclusion of the
bill, "and all shall be forgiven."
Godolphin crept back to his apartment; wrote a long, affectionate letter
to Fanny; inclosed her his watch, as the only keepsake in his power;
gave her his address at Saville's; and then, towards dusk, once more
sallied forth, and took a place in the mail for London. He had no money
for his passage, but his appearance was such that the coachman readily
trusted him; and the next morning at daybreak he was under Saville's
roof.
CHAPTER VI.
PERCY GODOLPHIN THE GUEST OF SAVILLE.--HE ENTERS THE LIFE-GUARDS AND
BECOMES THE FASHION.
"And so," said Saville, laughing, "you really gave them the slip:
excellent! But I envy you your adventures with the player
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